Diyanah

2009-10-10T08:49:00.000-07:00

heyho ppl !

since im bored im gonna blog.

was having a fun raya outing with the pri sch peeps.
so much fun peace and laughter yesterday.
at least i did enjoy myself and a load of my mind.
pictures at fb. lazy upload here. haha.

so today.
accompany my cousin,siti hadwani and my sis go study at lib.
but i didnt study, disturb them and listen to song.
and something happen. funny. unexpected. hahaha.
again was having fun crapping with wani.
she make a fool out of herself in the bus. haha
i was being evil and laugh at her. hahaha !

andand ! HAPPY BDAY QURRATU NIZARI ! <3
xoxo.

and my dear mummy. i want that billabong bag. pretty please. :(

okay. thats all.
Diyanah (:

2009-10-08T22:50:00.000-07:00

You win.
You can stop all this shit of yours right now.

Ive been very patient. Ive sacrifice all i could for you. The fact that you simply leave me hanging after what you did. I kept quiet. I tell myself i had enough of everything and that i will never let you hurt me. But i just need you to fucking think and be mature enough before u talk about me or write shit stuff. Who is at fault? Who is a bitch? Who cause all this to happen? You never think cause you think you are always right. Right in talking shit about people. Right in all the decision you make. But reflect on yourself and you will find out that you are never right. You always think that you are an angel. But those people who you think trust you so much and fucking think that you are an angel are like you. Know it all. But the truth and nothing but the truth, they didnt know a single thing. Yes, people trust what you say cause you bloody sweet talk them. Do what you want, say what you want. You are always saying that others are trying to attract attention but do you realise that you yourself are one? You will never realise cause you are so full of youself. Thinking that you can get all the girls that in the end you yourself hate. You wanna be like your friends when you know you cant. You really are inhuman. Or should i say that you are not a human at all that you bloody hell got no feelings and cant think? I guess that should be the answer. All this while you are an animal in a human's body.

i had enough of your nonsense.

2009-10-06T07:41:00.000-07:00

hey people !

yes ! i undeleted my blog.
i shouldnt have deleted it at the first place.
i shouldnt care abt what others wanna say.
cause life is about me and myself.
i repeat me and myself.

it has been up and downs for me in life.
but i realise that no matter what happen or how bad things turn out to be
i have to be strong and move on.
im never alone.
i have my lovely gfs,my mat reps,and my bff.
they are who i am now.
stupid and unwanted thoughts are always running thru my mind.
but i realise thats NEVER the solutions.
all i will do now is enjoy life.
LIVE LIKE WE'RE DYING. right syaf? (:

raya outing with the mat reps is nothing but FUN !
i love them all !
even though there is bruise on my knee and with all that running.
still they put a smile on my face (:
cant wait for fri.
raya outing with pri sch mates. ((:

anyway. thanks syaf.
you are nothing but a great great best friend.
without you i think i will still be afraid of all those nightmares.
thanks alot, ILY.

thats all,
Diyanah (:

2009-08-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

Hey people!

I wanna say this to someone.
I hate u alot!
U can jolly well go and enjoy life with your girlfriend.
what I wanna do or who I wanna be with is none of ur concern
I've hated u alot
If u think I am ugly then who care.
Other guy will appreciate me
I dun need u in my life
May u and ur gf last
And ur kids the next generation of mats and minah
Lastly,I fucking hate u!
It's over and go to hell!

Enough about this.
Had fun with mat reps
Mat reps are loved! (:

And thanks for cheering me up!(:
I can't wait for tmr! ((:

Labels:I HATE YOU!

with love,
Diyanah

2009-08-11T03:16:00.000-07:00

hey people.

quite sometimes i never update.
just lazy. haha.

hmm. been going out for the past few days.
nothing much happen.
just bought a bikers jacket with dear syaf on thurs.
im so loving that bikers jacket.
and dear syaf, lets enjoy and not be in dilemma! (:

andand, i wanna say thank you mama and papa for the itouch.
thanks thanks alot.(:

im sorry if i hurt u in anyway.
i just dunnoe what to say to all the question u asked.
i really am sorry.
i appreciate ur patience all this while.

I SAW HIM AGAIN IN THE TRAIN! ((:
my heart was beating fast. haha.
happy3! (:

labels: ily.

with love,
diyanah (:

2009-08-05T04:36:00.000-07:00

hey people.

was mia for awhile. haha.
get back our PPE assignment 2.
my group got a B.
well. a job well done matreps. (:
congrats to haz grp for getting an A+. (:

was being lecture by matreps yesterday.
they say just go for it.
after what they said,i think i want to move on.
i should start a new beginning.
maybe i should.
but i dunno. dang!

and please dun read my blog if u got nothing better to do.
just go and entertain your goody good gf.
dun enter here anymore. bye.

and get well soooonnn BOB.
we the matreps miss you! (:

and oh. i received my scholarship letter.
wee. was so happy. (:
syukur alhamdulilah.
thanks for sharing my happiness. (:

with love,
diyanah (:

2009-08-01T00:39:00.000-07:00

hey people.

Diyanah just took the "what type of guy is for you?" quiz and the result is The Hot Emo!!!.

He likes to listen to deathcore and metal!!!!!!!!!and loves to shop at hot topic and wear skinny jeans and eyeliner!!!!!

any emo guys for me? LOL!

i just wanna say this.
go to ur NURULJANNA LAAAA.
dun care abt what i wanna do.
that facebook thing is totally wrong.
go go go away. bye!

im in a dilemma.
i still dont know how i felt towards you.
im sorry if i say or did anything wrong.
hope you understands.

i just wanna be alone. gah!

with love,
diyanah

2009-07-31T05:31:00.000-07:00

hey people.

Diyanah took the What's the first letter of the person who likes you? (EXTREMELY CORRECT) quiz and got the result: S.
S: Congratulations! people whose name starts with this letter tend to be creative, fun and energizing

this is so weird.
i think he even agree with me that its weird.
totally weird.
im speechless for a moment.
like wth?!
LOL.

im sorry if i hurt you in any way.
thats not my intention.
i hope you understands.
i really am sorry over what has happen.
my apologise.

lastly, GO AHEAD AND NEVER LOOK BACK.
i wont come running after YOU.

with love,
diyanah (:

2009-07-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

hey people.

someone ask me before if i like guys fighting over me.
i told him no.
im not pretty nor beautiful.
whats the point of fighting over me?
there is way lots of better looking girls than me.

i nvr ask u to fight over me.
i nvr ask u to back out.
its between u and ur friend.
its getting complicated.

i prefer to be leading a carefree life for now.
i had enough of everything.

forget about all this.
had presentation for our playkit today
was having a bad stomach cramp and its sucky.
but was super duper happy as there is no more assignment!
no more stayback and stressing up (:
but i had so much fun with my team mates when doing the playkit. (:
hope we get an A.

The end of the new beginning.

with love,
diyanah (:

2009-07-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

hey people.

today at sch received a msg from my mum.
she said that the nenek keropok is ard my hse area.
i was freaking out in class. lol.
i dunnoe if it was true or not bt it really is making me scared.
haha. im a scary cat. (:
i was scared to go home but someone msg me and accompany me (:
thanks.

my shoulder hurts from doing all the push up yesterday.
thanks to S&W. gladys torture as like hell.
but playing inter-class captain is the best.
1 2 3. MAT REPS! haha (:
as usual the mat reps won. lol.

thanks for being true. thanks for understanding.
i appreciate ur sincerity.
thanks alot. (:

with love,
diyanah (:

2009-07-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

hey people.
i was bored so decided to post but nothing happen.

school was okay.
as usual funfunfun with the mat reps. haha
but was having frequent headache which sucks alot. :(
to sue, lets think positive okay?
hopefully everything will be alright.
love you dear (:

to my kwnkwn.
stop disturbing me okay?
jahat lah korang.
bt i still love u guys. hehe

lastly, dun bother abt what i wanna do.
thank you and goodbye.

with love,
diyanah

2009-07-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

hey people!

nothing much to post.
was rotting at home today but someone msg and accompany me (:
watch liverpool vs spore.
and the result, as u guys know liverpool won.
torres scored! (:
someone idol. haha

and tmr sch.
can meet my deardear friends (:
but i was feeling sick the past few days.
just hope nothing happen.

as i said before nothing much to post.
lastly,i just dont love you no more.

with love,
diyanah (:

2009-07-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

hey people!
i wanna upload photos but cant! argh!
anw, i wanna say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR NASRIAH A.K.A BOI SPADE!
p/s cute fringe. i like. (:

as per norm,school was alright.
ms pearl assignment is over. one more to go. (:
sing a birthday song for dear Nas <3
and when to kfc with haz,nas,saf and niq.
after that went home and sleepsleepsleep. BORING!

lastly, today is my 3rd months break up with him. its hard to forget u but i know its no use clinging on to our memories if there is no love between us. i admit i still love u but u are happier with ur gf. im trying hard to be strong and i know i can. and thanks to all my friends and family for the support (:

with love,
diyanah (:

2009-07-23T03:57:00.001-07:00

hello.
welcome to my blog.
i was force to do a blog cause of my deardear friends (:
so here it is.
do link and tag me people (:
will update more when im use to it. haha (:

so as usual after sch do project as per norm.
after project i went to eat ljs with Nas and Zatie (:
whatever we saw is i know u know uh. (:
shall not elaborate more.
dun want to cause any misunderstandings. haha.
and to my deardear friends,please stop disturbing me okay? haha.

with love,
diyanah (: